BAEK SEUNG JO

salam...

  episod jatuh cinta... tersuka... terminat pada seseorang sudah bermula

 I dah jatuh cinta.. terminat n tersuka pada seseorang

 wo ai BAEK SEUNG JO.

nk kenal x sape  dye?

 hehehehe

 dye memang ade test I la..

huhu..

 I mang minat lelaki yg chinese look ni..

 tinggi.. kurus... yg penting rambut dye ADE STAIL..

 huhuhu

nk tengok x my SEUNG JO..

hahahahhahaha..

 taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

 

                     MY SEUNG JO

 OMG..he`s so Cute.. 

i mean Handsome

hahahahhaha

 I think mesti farah dah muak gler ble dengar pasal mamat ni..

 aq pon xtau nape aq minta gler ngan dye.. hehehe

sejak aq tengok cter PLAYFULL KISS

  minat n kesukaan I pada dia makin mencurah2.

        dye cium bunga pon hensem

 n the most important thing.. 

pic dye yg seterusnya membuatkan I ade semangat berkobar2 untuk belajar..

 hehehe..

 x baik tol la..

           baca buku.. wah.. hensem2.

cinta baru bermula

cinta pada manusia hanyalah cinta nafsu n sementara

 cinta pada Allah.. cinta kekal  abadi selamanya.. 

 sebelum 2..

 GONG XI FA CHAI kepada semua kawan-kwan yang menyambutnya..

sekian..

duhai Iman..

hariku bermula dengan teruk sekali...

 my presentation were so suck..

  i think da dapat F..

 i have to rearrange my schedule..

 harini aq rasa macam aq lain...

 rasa " lengai" 

 ntah la..

 i  called " Silky For Men"

 i dunno why i called him

 and he answered it

 

 i though i will feel happy n feel calm

 but...

 i still rasa benda yg sama..

 dye cam x membantu pon..

 hahahahaha

peliknye hari ni

hari ni pon I rasa sedih 

sebab

 I dapat tau org yg dulunya sangat alim n berpengang teguh pada agama..

 sekarang..

 da musnah.. da gagal dalam memperjuangkan apa yg patut diperjuangkan

 dia hanyut dengan dunia..

 hingga tidak dapat membezakan yg kaca n yg pertama..

I bukan nk kutuk o sindir dye...

 but 

 i terfikir sejauhmana iman I sekarang ni?

 kalau dye boleh gugur walaupon mempunyai pegangan agama yg kukuh..

 How about me?

 org yg bru nk bertatih untuk mengenal agama, mengenal akhirat..

syaitan sentiasa ada di sekeliling untuk menyesatkan I..

 kadang-kadang I rasa takut..

 takut I gagal mempertahankan apa yg I pakai sekarang

 I takut I kembali ke zaman sebelum ni

 Zaman di mana I menghalalkan yg haram..

zaman di mana I mendahulukan yg haram..

A`uzubillahiminzalik..

 Ya Allah, kau tetapkan imanku 

 Kuatkanlah hatiku untuk berjuang di jalan-Mu

 aq mungkin bukan yg terbaik..

 tapi aq sedang berusaha untuk menjadi yg terbaik

cara I berpakaian yg agak tertutup meyebabkan semua memandang  dua kali..

 semua terkejut..

semua cakap yg I dah taubat...

 I dah jadi alim..

 semua cam sangat pelik dengan perubahan I

 I harap sangat semua kawan-kawan I dapat terima..

although I dah more islamic.. but I still blh bergelak ketawa cam dulu..

 but dalam keadaan yg lebih terkawal..

 maybe i x sangat sopan..

 but i`m trying to be muslimah sejati..

p/s : I dapat necklace dari my fren as a birthday present.hehehhee.. present tok last year punye besday..

       tq khairi

Jangan Lupa Allah

Alhamdulillah hari ni aku telah diberikan banyak nikmat oleh Allah. Nikmat untuk merasa bahagia dan dihargai. Hari ni terlalu banyak kebahagiaan dalm hidup aku sampai aku terlupa bahawa aq pernah bersedih dan menangis dulu.. For the first time in my life aku mendengar khutbah Solat Jumaat dari masjid, melihat beratus-ratus lelaki keluar daripada masjid setelah solat jumaat membuatkan aq terpegun. Mereka ibarat segerombolan pejuang Islam yang baru saja keluar daripada markas untuk terus berjuang menghadapi hidup.

Alangkah bagusnya andai setiap kali solat waktu, bilangannya tetap sama...

 Minggu ini hidup aku sentiasa dilingkungi oleh DPP. kawan ku membuatkan aku berfikir bahawa xde siapa pun yg perfect dallam dunia ni.. Teman, tabahlah menghadapi segala ujian.. Ku harap agar nasihatku menjadi ingatanmu selalu... teruskanlah berjuang.. jangan pernah takut untuk bangun kembali. Pepatah jepun ada menyebut: jatuh 7 kali, bagunlah untuk  kali..

ok.. done!!

hehehe.. actually i go to see a movie today with my parah n Ijat. they are such a cute n funny friends. They make me laugh non stop. FYI, i had choose the wrong movie today.. i feel so malu.. hehehehehehehe..

 because of my bad hand, i had choose a bad movie.. I feel like dying to wait until the movie finish..

hahahahahha.. while we are watching that movie, parah keep laughing at me...it is because i had cover my face with my bag, when i see that movie... OMG!!!!

 but parah n ijat as usual make me laugh with their " budak tadika" behaviours.

HAHAHAHAHA.. 

 we eat at Johny`s.. seriously....

 I MISS HIM...

Dear Allah... Please Forgive Me.. 

Although I`m trying to forget him, he`s always in my heart..

 kadang-kadang ble aku teringatkan dye, aku rasa ini adalah ujian n dugaan yang patut aku tanggung..

 sangat susah untuk kawal nafsu kita sebenarnya...

kadangkala cinta boleh menyebabkan kita lupa pada-NYA.

Masyallah.. 

 Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang benar, jalan yang kau redhai, Aq Bergantung harap pada-Mu.

LAstly, tq cik parah sebab sudi kuar ngan aku n terima segala sikap n karenah aku n to my rumet... walaupon kak jama x boleh baca blog sy... tpi sy nk akak tau bahawa akak adalah seorang rumet yg BAGUS.

sentiasa bertanya keadaan sy...

My Prettiest Friends

 Today is the day that make me think who am I to You..
  I had meet " Silky For Men" today


we meet early in the morning
 we had a talk, we`re discussing

he tell me that he do not know whether he loves me or not...
but he said " I  sayang U"
 OMG.. i fell that  my heart were torn n break
 I had love him so much..
 I mean Damn Much...

but when  I thinking again..
 maybe there`s a reason y that things happen to me.

 my relationship with " Silky For Men" guy its not finish yet
 BUt my heart were torn  Ibarat Kaca jatuh ke tangga..

luckily i have   a kind- hearted, loving and caring roomate..
she keep asking me why i look so down after i see him.
 but  I think I do not want to share this thing with her
I just do not want her to risaukan I..

ok... done with " Silky For Men" story.
 if i have jodoh wid him, i will be with him.. thats all
Insyallah...

today, my kak parah teach me how to download a music in my blog..
 so, this song is special to her n my roomate

guy`s u`re  deserve for this honour..
 MY  PRETTIEST FRIEnd-by Jason Mraz
 for u babe


This is what I look like today
And I'm trying not to pull out my hair
I'm trying not to show it 'cause I'm far too shy to grow it back there
That's probably why I like wearing hats
There's no denying I'm deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming
And oh, it goes to show
I've so much to know

I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
She has me holding my breathe
So I'd never guess that I'm a none such unsuitable, suited for her

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is complimentery
And oh, it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told

I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds

And if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed
And it's golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on 'cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told

Thank You Allah

assalamualaikum..

yea!!! I dah shopping.. i had get my mood back..

hahahahaha..

tq so much to cik parah coz sudi teman I for the whole day..

 we hang out from 12.00pm to 10.30..  whoooaaa!!!

 there many things that i buy.... for sure I beli new seluar.. although agak menggeletar gak nk bayar  tpi  agak berbaloi la.

my roomate pon cakap dat seluar ade kelas... yg penting X KETAT!!!

  I love shopping!!!!

 hahahhaha.. poor parah.. she hv 2 accompany me n tahan wid my attitude for the whole day.

she had treat n care for me like a kakak..

 of course la wid her " kakak2 attitude".

" Silky For Men" want 2 meet me tomorrow.. before he go..

 Alhamdulillah..  Akhirnya, doa I dah diterima n ditunaikan.. terasa bahang kebahagiaan

 although i makan ati ngan dye ari ni tpi x pe...

 X sabar nk tggu besok... maybe sekejap jer kot jumpa..

 but its ok.. as long as dapat kurangkan rindu..

 such a gediks + gatal  girl.. huhu.. but  I hope he will never forget me

n  I Think my Love for him were increased from day to day..

 wooo.. masalah besar ni...

hahahahha..  NO BOYFRIEND, NO KUAR MALAM..

but.. ape boleh buat.. dah Allah nk bagi rasa kasih sayang kat dye...

 pandai2 la cover yer budak.. hehehhe.. nati kantoi.. mampos la kamu..

hurm.. tomorrow is my ex birthday..

 shud i wish hepi besday to him? shud I?

 *sigh*

ok....

 HAppy Birthday to u..

HAppy besday 2u

 happy besday to.........

happy birthday 2u

 from deep of my heart I hope u will have a good future n become a great laoshi..

ok lah... mak pesan.. jgn dendam lama2.. huhu

 baik mak!!!  Saya dah maapkan dye..

 Thank You Allah coz dah menyembuhkan hati I daripada luka semalam..

 

 

 

When She Make Me Smile n Laugh

  Today  i spend almost of my time with her..

 that girl is my  new BFF rite now...
 mami dodi...

hahahhahahaha..  there are many things that she do today make me smile
 she is very energetic n cheerful girl although sometimes she always give me a sarcastic comments n face
 she is the first girl that make me think that i have a friend..
  i called her  cik parah...
  enough2 abt parah..

 hahahahahhahaa.. tomorrow she will make me  crazy again wid her  "kakak2" attitude...

 wait2...  i had meet my ex-bf today..
 so.. i`m free.... malas nk cakap pasal dye.. pape pon..
 I dah have my life back..

nvm, i have  someone in my heart...  but i won`t stalker him ..
  I  called him "Silky For Men"

 my """   Silky For Men"     man   gonna  back to her own place  this sunday
 *sob2.. sob2..
  but  i`m pasrah..

   Saat kau pergi by aizat ( local  singer) will be my theme song for this whole week..
 


its ok.. to balance my mood back.. i will go shopping with MAMI DODI aka Cik parah

I LIKE

first time..

setiap perkara yg berlaku mesti ade kali pertama..
na.....
 this is my first time write i will share my personal  things to the world.. 
 OMG..  i feel so great..
 I can`t stop my finger to type  every  night .
hopefully, my friends will help me to improve o upgrade my blog yg buruk ni,
 huhuhu.. i langsung xde experience,,
 sometimes suke gak blog2 yg ade music n layout chentek2.
 tpi I xpandai nk wat,,
 hahhahahahahaha

 tunggu yer.. sy belaja sikit2.
 sampai jumpa lagi...
 da.....
assalamualaikum