Lagenda Budak Setan 2 vs GE 13

Lagenda budak setan 2 "Katerina"

Actually  I am still crying... (sob sob sob) 

This film is so good. 

Frankly speaking before i watch this film, i thought it is lame..
but it wasn`t.

 It such a very good movie..

 I am not the type of girl who can easily cry...

 but.. Kasyah n Katerina can make me cry.... 

I always analyse and think first before come up with a decision..
 naaaaa...

That is my advantage, maybe...
so.. ternyata.. its such a great art work..

Actually I am not trying to critic about this film ... 

for me, everyone in this world is unique..

Every films, novels, movies are valuables and precious in their own way..

 Based on New Criticism, each literary text is an independent and valuable..

we can interpret them by just analyse it without looking at other sources...

aiyoyo... maaf aq merepek pulakk..

GE13

Alhamdulillah..everything was settled. POLITIK... 

ramai  kawan aq cakap politik  KOTOR.. 

Jangan percaya.. semua TIPU...

but the most important thing is they seems like the "real politicians"

 when it comes to blame other government.

hypocrite! fake! 

Aq selalu doa agar Dia beri kemenangan kepada yang haq

ternyata.. langit yang biru itu masih biru dan ia benar..

bukan kerana bulan masih belum mengambang...

tetapi... sinarnya itu belum cukup untuk menyinari Malaysia..

 Alhamdulillah ,Aq masih beragama islam. aq masih kaum melayu. Ya!!! 

aq bangga dengan itu. Allahuakbar!!!

bukan aq tidak menyokong perjuangan mereka yang suci itu..

 tapi maaf kerna aq menilai dahulu sebelum bersetuju..

Redha dan matang.. itu penting...

lambang kedewasaan.. lambang golongan intelek yang bijak pandai

dan lambang warganegara yang sedang menuju ke wawasan 2020.

I`ll come back...

Looking back at those moments... 

those entries..

 oh.. how time flies

 I am thinking of  to make a come back..

 to the place where I can call 

 My own world...

My tears slowly falling down when I read

AGAIN all of my entries..

Oh.. Allah..

I had made a lot of sins..

Please Forgive me..

InsyaAllah..

I`ll come back.. SOON..

till then... KEEP SMILE and Keep Strong...

 

Be Something to Someone

Rather say " I wish" I have to say " I will"

 Insyallah.. Do not ever leave Allah..

He will fulfill all my desire.. and my pray..

How I was Stabbed From the back...

Assalamualaikum...
 hi...

 my ex- Boy suddenly text me 2 days ago..
I feel so happy when he text me..

I don`t want our friendship terputus macam tu je..
so, I pun reply his SMS..

I pon terkenang la peristiwa lama I dengan dia..
agak  "angau " jugak bila  dia refresh balik memori2 manis kami...
I was like Flying without wings for about 3 days.. (including today before i know the true story)

 When Allah said, kun fayakun ( it happen), whatever we never expect to happen, will happened.
 Subhanallah... Almighty Allah.

 Nak dijadikan cerita, I  pun called my ex-roommate today to know her condition.
so, i `m asking her about her life .

Disebabkan dia bakal KONVO pada bulan september ni,
  And dia cakap nak bawak her whole family pergi Penang (nak kurangkan beban dia)
so, I pun tawarkan la  kat dia tok  stay kat tempat kakak I..
 she said Ok..

I ni memang jenis yang cepat mesra n rapat  ngan orang lain,  ini kan pulak dengan  my room mate..
  So,we always share our sad and happy story  together..
so, I pun cerita la kat dia pasal  my Ex-boy  mesej I tu..

Antara isi  perbualan I ngan dia..

me: Akak, R**ade mesej saya, dia cakap rindu2 segala..(nada happy)
 Kak  L**: oh, akak ade benda nak cakap ngan kamu ni.

me: ape dia kak? bagitau je la..
Kak L***: kamu jangan marah ye kalau akak bagitahu, boleh?

me: ish2, bagitau je la..
Kak L***: actually, akak n R** selalu mesej..
 me: (terkejut) oh, ye ke? sejak bila?

Kak L***:kamu  ok ke? sejak kamu couple ngan dia.. sorry, akak rasa bersalah sangat. Kamu sayang dia lagi ke?
me:  takpe lah kak, benda dah jadi pon.sape saya nak halang akak daripada berkawan dengan dia..

Kak L***:sori ye, akak kawan biasa2 je dengan dia....

suddenly, my nephew crying.. (macam tau2 je mak cik dia nak nanges)

me: akak,  iman dah nangis.. saya letak phone dulu ye..( hati sebak nak nanges+ rasa  terkejut)
kak L***:  ok, nati kita jumpa kat universiti ye..bye...

I tak tau apa perasaan I after that, and I called Oppa..
Oppa said that " u dont need them anymore"

UNTIL NOW..
I still terkejut coz i never expect that my lovely room mate will betray me like that...
I love her  so much but...
SHE STABBED ME FROM THE BACK..

Selamat Tinggal

FRIENDS FOREVER

Though it's only been a short while I've never had a friend like you 

But soon you will be leaving me 

And I don't know what to do 

Your love and understanding 

Have brought me a new hope 

I wish that I could keep you here 

Tied to me with a rope 

Why do you choose to leave me? 

I ask with confusion and pain 

Don't let me go back to feeling alone 

When will I see you again? 

The miles soon stretched between us 

What will happen to this bond? 

Will we reunite to find 

That this special tie is gone? 

So many questions I have 

My heart filled with fear 

Dreading you will leave me 

And never shed a tear 

Unlike this desperate aching 

In my heart that won't let go 

Which leads me now to tell you 

Something you must know 

The friendship you have given me 

The joy you bring my soul 

Has filled me with such strength 

And love once unforetold 

How can it be so short? 

This time we've spent together 

I thought you would remain here 

And love me 'till forever 

Sadly, wishful thinking 

As I now have come to see 

But remember please this thought 

When you think of me 

We may soon be separated 

But I'll remember, just the same 

Forever in my heart 

Is where you will remain 

I wish that when you leave 

We'd remain the best of friends 

You'll be in my thoughts 

'Till I see you again 

How can I say goodbye? 

No words, but just tears fall 

From my eyes and sobbing heart 

That knows you after all 

The hours spent together 

Will soon dwindle down to few 

Forcing me to let go 

And start this year anew 

Without you here to talk to 

Searching for a friendly face 

That knows all too well 

They can never be replaced

This poem is especially for IMI..
he will leave me today..
 I will write about him in the next entry..




p/s: feel so sad rite now.. Good bye OPPA...
      i will never forget our memories

Silent.

I will keep my mouth shut up for a while..

I will  avoid my finger from text him 

I will keep my eyes from looking at  his picture

I will keep silent my phone,

i will put offline to   my chatbox

I will keep invisible for a while...

UNTIL

he realize that he had hurt me so much

he realize that he need me so much

 

AND

until he REALIZE that  its painful if you are waiting someone..

p/s: please be honest to others.. if u love someone, tell them

 before u lost them...

Single terbaru heliza..

 Cuma aku

Aku suka kamu, aku cinta kamu

Aku sayang kamu tapi kamu tak suka aku

Aku kenang kamu, aku bayangkan dirimu

Aku rindu kamu tapi kamu tak rindu aku

Mana ada cinta, jika tiada rindu

Mana ada kasih, jika tiada sayang

Apa kata kamu, mahu undur atau maju

Mungkin cuma aku tapi kamu belum tahu

Untuk apa cinta jika tidak sudi

Untuk apa kasih jika tak memberi

Aku suka kamu, aku cinta kamu

Aku sayang kamu tapi kamu tak suka aku

Mana ada cinta, jika tiada rindu

Mana ada kasih, jika tiada sayang

Untuk apa cinta, jika tidak sudi

Untuk apa kasih, jika tak memberi

Mana ada cinta, jika tiada rindu

Mana ada kasih jika tiada sayang

Untuk apa cinta, jika tidak sudi

Untuk apa kasih, jika tak memberi

Mana ada cinta, jika tiada rindu

Mana ada kasih, jika tiada sayang

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