Friday, October 28, 2011
Be Something to Someone
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Labels: pray..
Friday, July 15, 2011
How I was Stabbed From the back...
Assalamualaikum...
hi...
my ex- Boy suddenly text me 2 days ago..
I feel so happy when he text me..
I don`t want our friendship terputus macam tu je..
so, I pun reply his SMS..
I pon terkenang la peristiwa lama I dengan dia..
agak "angau " jugak bila dia refresh balik memori2 manis kami...
I was like Flying without wings for about 3 days.. (including today before i know the true story)
When Allah said, kun fayakun ( it happen), whatever we never expect to happen, will happened.
Subhanallah... Almighty Allah.
Nak dijadikan cerita, I pun called my ex-roommate today to know her condition.
so, i `m asking her about her life .
Disebabkan dia bakal KONVO pada bulan september ni,
And dia cakap nak bawak her whole family pergi Penang (nak kurangkan beban dia)
so, I pun tawarkan la kat dia tok stay kat tempat kakak I..
she said Ok..
I ni memang jenis yang cepat mesra n rapat ngan orang lain, ini kan pulak dengan my room mate..
So,we always share our sad and happy story together..
so, I pun cerita la kat dia pasal my Ex-boy mesej I tu..
Antara isi perbualan I ngan dia..
me: Akak, R**ade mesej saya, dia cakap rindu2 segala..(nada happy)
Kak L**: oh, akak ade benda nak cakap ngan kamu ni.
me: ape dia kak? bagitau je la..
Kak L***: kamu jangan marah ye kalau akak bagitahu, boleh?
me: ish2, bagitau je la..
Kak L***: actually, akak n R** selalu mesej..
me: (terkejut) oh, ye ke? sejak bila?
Kak L***:kamu ok ke? sejak kamu couple ngan dia.. sorry, akak rasa bersalah sangat. Kamu sayang dia lagi ke?
me: takpe lah kak, benda dah jadi pon.sape saya nak halang akak daripada berkawan dengan dia..
Kak L***:sori ye, akak kawan biasa2 je dengan dia....
suddenly, my nephew crying.. (macam tau2 je mak cik dia nak nanges)
me: akak, iman dah nangis.. saya letak phone dulu ye..( hati sebak nak nanges+ rasa terkejut)
kak L***: ok, nati kita jumpa kat universiti ye..bye...
I tak tau apa perasaan I after that, and I called Oppa..
Oppa said that " u dont need them anymore"
UNTIL NOW..
I still terkejut coz i never expect that my lovely room mate will betray me like that...
I love her so much but...
SHE STABBED ME FROM THE BACK..
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Selamat Tinggal
he will leave me today..
I will write about him in the next entry..
p/s: feel so sad rite now.. Good bye OPPA...
i will never forget our memories
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Sunday, May 15, 2011
Silent.
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Saturday, May 7, 2011
Single terbaru heliza..
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Numb and Empty..
Assalamualaikum..
hari ni I rasa macam I xde kawan..
semua kawan busy dengan aktiviti masing-masing?
terfikir jugak dalam fikiran I..
kenapa tak ade sape pon nak mesej I, nak say Hi, nk ajak I makan
Suddenly today, (i mean yesterday since it`s already 1.40am) I think my life were empty.
There`s no one ask me about my condition and how I feel today.
its ok friends, I will thinking in a positive way..
let me tell u about my day
hari I bermula dengan sangat teruk..
bangun tido sangat lambat ...(ish3.. anak dara ape la ni)
can u imagine? after solat subuh, I tido and terjaga at 12.30 pm.
and then I feel so numb and empty n kinda dumb(maybe sebab bangun lambat sangat)
My plan is not working.. I did not read any book today..
i`m suppose to be bookworm today..
but akhirnya I just facebooking, watching movies (my girlfriend is a gumiho)
and the most important things, I forget about my mission..
my mission is to get all B for all papers in this exam..
(hopefully my PNG will increased)
cane nk dapat kalau x study???!!
ok. petang tadi I buat satu perkara yang sangat n agak memalukan
kepada my friend, of course la lelaki...
nama dye ade pada entri sebelum ni...
I calling him but
I think i`m trying to seduce him with that call...
i think so
WHY I say that i`m trying to seduce him because
I ade tnya killer question kat dye
D.i: adakah awak akan tinggalkan saya (in mean in a relationship term)
I*i: wah.. killer question tu.. humm..
luckily he didn`t answer that question.. (fuhhh, relieved)
and the reason why i`m calling him because
I think I WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE...
and i choose him..
its kinda ridiculous..right?
i think i`m just wasting my time today..
its ok..
I will start being a bookworm tomorrow..
kepada kawan-kawan yang sedang busy dengan exam..
gud luck di ucapkan..
n dun forget.. i`ll always by your side to support u..
Posted by dayang.illayana at 2:24:00 AM 1 comments
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Subhanallah..
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Sorry seems TO be the HARDEST WORD
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Angan2 saja
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Monday, April 18, 2011
Jia You!!!
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Saturday, April 16, 2011
my story..
Posted by dayang.illayana at 2:02:00 AM 4 comments
Sunday, April 3, 2011
sakit
seriously..
this time hati I terlalu sakit...
macam ditoreh2..
ketawa n senyuman hanyalah topeng semata..
Posted by dayang.illayana at 5:01:00 PM 1 comments
Monday, March 21, 2011
unable to stay.. unwilling to leave
Posted by dayang.illayana at 2:55:00 AM 1 comments